beastofbeardage

So, I've been having problems breathing lately and I went to the doctor on Wednesday and he told me I have Hyperventilation syndrome... I'm so worried because he told me I only have a 99.9999% chance of living. oh hahahaha; I'm so entertaining with my typed sarcasm. But seriously; it's not really an actual syndrome because it's supposedly caused by stress and anxiety which is strange because I haven't been feeling all that stressed out lately. It kind of sucks because If I knew what was stressing me out then I could fix it and keep from being stressed. I would have almost preferred to just have to take some medicine for a couple of weeks and be fine... but there isn't much I can do but use the breathing techniques he taught me and become more introspective in order to find the cause, although, PK's help (not actually help the condition but give some temporary relief) because they induce HYPOventilation and I'm assuming that this shit surfaced again because I haven't been taking those very much recently. Oh well; in other news I'm going to San Antonio with Ivan and Joey tommorow to have fun at frightfest and see genitals; it should be tight.

I've gotten a few requests to make one of these, and now I have. I finished writing a five page paper on Voltaire's Candide about 45 minutes ago and downed lots of coffee and energy drinks in the process so I cannot fall asleep. I'm bored and maybe this will be a good place to vent or rant or something... I had some sort of intervention last weekend and the people that did it brought up some sound arguments (many of which I had already thought about) and they brought up some unsound arguments (many of which I had already thought about and discarded as useless). I won't go much into it but basically it helped me see the necessity of taking a break... at least to see what happens and how I react; it's been three or four days and so far, so good.
I think I might have a crush on a girl and I don't know what I should do about it or if I should do anything about it at all. That last line was lame and I should take it out but I won't.
"The best stomachs are not those which reject all foods."
Alas, Plato you are correct but let me amend that by saying the best stomachs are those which accept all food vegan and reject all food not vegan.
This entry has been written in a weird way but I've been writing like this all night and morning for that fucking paper, so I apologize and it won't happen again.
-CB